engaar ke emruz man kheyli delam pore ke inghadr injaa miyaam... delam az hameh chiz pore: az ruzegaar, az zamuneh, az dustaa, az bachehaam. hameh engaar hamisheh vojude mano ye chize vaazeh o mobarhani mibinand, che az un farzandam, hamkhunam, ke faghat vaghti chizi mikhaad baahaam tamaas migireh, va che az un yeki bachehaam ke baa inke hamkhunam nistand be andaazeye ye hamkhun baraam azizand: "AmuNaaser hamishe AmuNaasere... bel'akhare un hamishe az maa soraagh migireh... hattaa ageh maa haftehaa o mahhaa ham na behesh zang bezanim, na azash soraagh begirim..." eybi nadaareh, bachehaaye man! shomaa har kaari dar haghe "pedaretun" bekonid, baaz ham bachehaaye man hastid va man az samime ghalb dusetun daaram... faghat yaadetun nareh ke ye ruzi khodetun ham bachedaar mishid va ye ruzi bechehaaye shomaa ham mizaarand mirand va shomaa tanhaa mishid... migan "gozare pust be dabbaaghkhuneh miyoteh bel'akhare"...
yaade ye daastaani oftaadam ke pedaram baraam ta'rif mikard: ke ye pesari pedare pir o farsudasho ba'd az e'laane jange zanesh ke yaa jaaye man tu in khunast yaa jaaye pedaret, kul migireh va mibareh tu biyaabun ke be haale khodesh rahaash koneh taa to'meye darandegaan besheh. ye derakhti peydaa mikoneh va pedare bichararo minshuneh paash. surate pedar ro mibuseh va raahesh ro mikesheh ke bereh. chand ghadam ke dur misheh, barmigardeh be pedaresh ye negaahi mikoneh, mibineh pedare daareh behesh labkhand mizaneh. boraagh misheh ke, man piremerad ro injaa rahaa kardam ke nasibe gorgo o khers besheh, va unvaght daareh labkhand mizaneh!? barmigardeh be tarafe piremard va jaryaan ro azash miporeh. pedare pir migeh: ey pesar, daashtam be in fekr mikardam ke 20 saale pish man ham pedaram ro zire hamin derakht rahaash kardam!!!
nemidunam, shaayad ham kami hasaas shodam! faghat enghadr midunam ke kheyli khaste'am. yek omr aslam hamisheh bar in budeh ke az hichkas tu in donyaa nabaayad entezaar daasht, chon baa'es mishe ke za'if beshi va behet zarbeh bezanan. vaghti az kasi entezaar nadaashti unvaght zarbeh ham nemikhori. vali vaaghe'iyatesh kaare aasuni nist: hamash daadan va dar moghaabel chizi nagereftan... taa key, amunaaser? taa key?!!!
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