زخمهای عمیق

emruz engaar az un ruzaast! az sobh ke bidaar shodam nemidunam cheraa hamash kalfaae'am.
nemidunam cheraa, vali ba'd az gozashtane bishtar az 1 saal hanuz, shenidane esmesh ham aazaaram mideh! engaar tamaame zakhmaam 2baareh sar baaz mikonan. chetowr mitunam be dustaam begam hattaa esmesh ro jeloye man nayaaran? shaayad be nazare khodam ham bachegaanast, vali daste khodam nist, chikaar mitunam bekonam...
al'aan baa to ke mesle pedar baraam azizi sohbat kardam. nemidunam chi tu sedaate ke behem ye aaraameshe khaasi mideh... shaayadam midunam ke chetowr dardam ro dark mikoni. to miduni ke cheghadr zakhmaam amighan va baa kuchiktarin harkati dar zehnam hamashun engaar baa ham yek daf'eh baaz mishan va dardi ro dar vojudam ijaad mikonan ke nasibe gorge biyaabun nakoneh...